Monday 21 October 2013

just for myself.

i just want to say i love u! dear my heart, keep patience......kan dah janji..hati, kite dah utk baiki kurang nya diri ni, segala ilmu perbuatan...then, after that....he such gentlemen.....i love u... till next time, i will keep this...my gentleman...

Monday 14 October 2013

ya allah....Engkau sebaik-baik perancang....Kau menciptaku, kau jua yang menjodohkanku....Aku sentiasa percaya takdirMu....Rab, jika pernikahan bukan takdir kami...Kau kuatkanlah hati aku dan dia untuk menerima segala takdir ini....jika pernikahan adalah takdir kami, Kau kuatkan hati kami untuk bersama....Jika pernikahan adalah takdir kami, berikanlah kami petunjuknya, bimbinglah hati kami untuk jalan ini...janganlah Engkau lalaikan hati2 kami....Allah, aku memohon kepadaMu yang terbaik untuk kebahagiaan keluargaku dan dia....Rab, janganlah engkau jadikan hatiku melebihkan duniawi dari akhirat kekal abadi....Rab, engkau bukakanlah pintu hatiku, hatinya, keluargaku, keluarganya dengan hidayah dan taufikMu....jadikanlah kami golongan jannati....

ya Allah...aku bertaubat atas dosa-dosaku...

ya Allah, pinpimlah aku......ya Allah......jangan jadi kan aku melebihkan apa2 jua melebihi aku dengan dirimu.....


aminn.amin...amin........

Sunday 13 October 2013

this break need to remember

the love story between us, the scene is netween you & me...
we are separated by time, space and lots o misunderstood.....i did feel lost....honestly , i unable to continue life without you...its so misarable...

to reflect back, i'm the one whose being hurt so much by your less consideration by your temper by your egois......

i'm okey now....even it so sad to be alone...in this world...but i can do better without you....keep your ego up , pls because it keep you away from me , so that i will be less broken...

if people asked whose fault? its me...you just be yourself, never pretent but it is my fault to keep expecting more...wanted some changes happen....

dear heart, keep be strong.....keep your dream straight....happiness is not just him...lots of magical need to be treasure.....


dear heart, thanks keep beating, 
dear face, thanks coz keep smiling,
dear lips' thanks for keep laughing....
dear mind, thanks for keep the rationality....

you, Mr Z will remain the sweetest and part of memory.....


13/10/13
rasa sayang masih ada....untuk terus bersama , jawapannya mungkin tidak...fikirlah sedalamnya....reflect...reflect....

Friday 11 October 2013

rindu sgt.....astauirallahalazim...allah...allah...allah...aku dah redho....aku dah pasrah.

sakit

here i am...your shadow always with me....keep crying...

Thursday 10 October 2013

my heart..my desire....

i am heart broken...my love is true and sincere....i' m trying so hard to convince myself that this materialistic world will be temporary only.....my sincerely love you....now too much hurt and scar deep inside...this love can be fatal...slowly i start to hate myself for loving u....i waste my precious time.... regret and wasting coz i did put effort in this relationship.....but glad coz allah give someone better in future..who's know. ? 


i' m thinking of migrating...go away from here temporary..far away....to calm this heart...


this heart , keep beating and breathing...to keep continue life, thank u this heart.....prince charming, are u really exist!?